You ever get the geeling of being annoyed and irritated just for no reason ? Even the slightest bit of things being said by anyone just completely make u feel on edge. And suddenly you feel like cursing and throwing things .Thats the feeling that is creeping up slowly in me right now. But the fact that somehow i can still contain my patience and my self rightous attitude is suprisingly new to me. I usually just curse and deal with the consequences later. But now im better at controlling myself, so at least i have sumting to be proud of.
The girlfriend says im lazy and i lack confidence ;(